We have our goals and our dreams...things that we are striving for, and when it seems so scary we can be frozen in time or we can just begin. I find myself frozen in time with the stuff that seems difficult for me, mostly so important to me...I will waist time and come up with every excuse not to do it...but when I am in the midst of all of it I am very angry. I find I don't want anyone to talk to me or help me...but deep down inside I am screaming for help. Have any of you ever felt that?
This is how I am feeling right now...I have so many things that I want and I am striving for, but my fear is so big and ridiculous. I know that if I only just begin and not worry about how it is going to look, that is will turn out perfectly no matter what. But what stops me? If I know this, what is it? One thing I know for sure is that it is hard for me to be vulnerable. When I completely bare my soul anyone or anything can attack it...the truth is I have control issues...I have no control if I bare my soul. I would have to relax and deal with whatever comes my way in its own time. This feels so very true to me...I am sure some of you out there are feeling the same way. That is why we struggle our whole lives.
Today let's begin our journey and continue to move forward.
Lets show the world who we are...Let's BEGIN TODAY!!!!
Have an amazing day my friends.....Until we meet again.