When I came across this inspiration today, I again realized why I love my life so much. I have been doing a lot of work on myself. Let's just say I am always a work in process. LOL Anyway, recently in the past month or so I have been conquering some serious fears of mine; the more I practice to get over my fears the happier I become.
One of my deepest fears is not being perfect. I am terrified of how people think of me. So I will spend a lot of time either hiding or trying to be the best version of myself I can be. Let me tell you it is exhausting. When I am hiding, I really feel bad about myself. I just want to stay in my 4 walls and not see anyone. I just want to be the worst version of myself. When I am out and about, I am always trying to be the funniest, the smartest, and the most accommodating person. Again, that is the worst as well. I am never truly being me.
Now that I am practicing letting go of being perfect, I am attending more events, meeting new people and just being me. I am loving how opportunities are coming my way and miracles are happening. I feel like a huge blanket of heavy has been lifted off of me. I am letting people help me and advise me on things. I am allowing other peoples gifts to shine, not just my own.
That too is what is amazing. I am allowing other peoples gifts to shine and help me. I was always afraid to rely on people, asking for help...I thought that I was weak if I did that. It turns out; I don't have to do it all. It turns out that my relationships have become stronger and so much more enjoyable.
Letting go of your deepest fears is truly freeing. You should really work and practice every day at letting go of your deepest fears. Take one step at a time...before you know it you will be kicking up your heals and declaring how much you love your life. Until we meet again my friends...